chapter 4

Hunger. i knew this feeling better then almost anything.for years father tryed to help me with mother but i knew after all these years father wasnt able to change mothers mind about anything. stealing food was my only means of geting any food. i know i would be forsed to throw up the food. the day at the rusian river i knew mother was planing somthing but i would have never thought mother would go so far as to make me eat my brothers soiled diper.the day mother made me swollow amonoia was the day i lost all respect for father. i knew me and him were slipping away even farther.