chapter 5

the "accident"  will always stick with with me. i knew mother didnt mean to stab me but what botherd me most was the was no compassion from father. i knew i had lost all respect i had for him. my "hero" was gone. i could only hope for some remoruse from mother but i knew it was hopeless. when i was able to go with my brothers and play with my sparklers i felt i was finaly apart of the family once more. i relized my wound was infected but i knew i wasnt willing to ask the "bitch" for anything and was able to clean up the wound myself. in my mind it was a small victory for me.